YEAH. HELL WEEK. CRAMMING. STRESS. Those were the emotions I felt when I thought about the words "THESIS and DEFENSE". I want to cry and to shout. My nerves are killing me. I swear. I am close to dying. Want to know why? For the reason, I'm scared to fail. I want to graduate. I want to finish college on time.

Doing the thesis was very painful. Sleepless nights, forever online and no meals. No dates for valentine's day because we celebrated it with groupmates overnight at Jamie's Crib. We have a deadline to catch. 1st endorsement, 2nd endorsement and dooms day! HAHAHA. But happy to say, we made it to the 2nd endorsement, even though the highest grade will have a ceiling grade of 85%?? Not sure.

Judgment day came. I was full of emotions.(nervous, stomach ache, feeling cold) When it was time to setup the networking, it works! yey! We explained everything in our system. They have a lot of suggestions to add and edit in our system. The moment I heard them uttered the words, "You Passed." I felt a big relieved in my heart. Time to parteeh! Unfortunately, we need to revise our thesis. The party animal within me can wait. Studies have been a huge part of my life I will graduate no one can stop me. =)

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Yesterday, "Nanay", the yaya of my sister and our kasambahay, celebrated her 60th birthday. I know she is turning to be one of the golden girls(i mean Old). She is always telling us that by the time she reached the age of sixty, she will retire. She is hard working and very trust-worthy. She is serving us for almost eight years, from the day I entered high school until now that I will be graduating this coming March for college, she is still there giving us the service we need.

Last time she told me that maybe this coming month of May, she will be retiring. She will be going back to Sorsogon or stay at their house at Cubao (i guess). I remembered, she said with tears in her eyes, "Alam nyo napamahal na kayo sa amin, hindi ko na rin kayo tinuring na iba, mamimiss ko kayo pag alis ko." wow! I was shocked with the crying moment. I will surely miss her too. Nowadays, it is hard to find someone like her, even though she is old she still have the strength to clean and cook. I admire her honesty. I never lost a dime coz' there are times that I just left my money somewhere in my room and I will still find them in the place where I left it. If she change her mind, we will still accept her with open arms.

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